Food & Friend*;

I absolutely adore philly rolls. And it's oh so convenient that the sushi spot is right behind my job. I'm so happy that I no longer have to keep taking those nasty antibiotics. I had a uti "/ my first.

Last night I received a call on my cellphone. I ignored it twice. I got a text. And I avoided it. When I finally got around to reading it, I felt bad for not answering the calls. It was Kevin. He had texted me to let me know why he had called to:

"say hi, and to let you know that I get sentenced tommorow at court. I have to do atleast 4 months and 21 days. So I will be out by New Years, I'll holla at you."

I got up and grabbed our house phone and called him. We talked for a bit. He asked if I would go and see him after he comes out. I said 'Yeah, why not?' That's an inside joke of ours. He makes fun of the fact that it was my answer to his every question. That's my homie.

Speaking of homies, B is returning from China after living/working there for a year. I cannot wait until he gets back! We have a lot of catching up, and he says that he's bringing me some hot shit from out there *smiles. And I wanna roll up with him and just be silly. The last time that we smoked together things were pretty weird. We have history from before he turned into my best friend, or was he already? But yeah, sometimes I think that he forgets that, that's all that we'll ever be "/ He always tells me that I have a special place in his heart, I'd like to think that he means a place for a very good friend.

It's almost 9pm and I am half assing Vampire Diaries.

Reality;

It was about 2 years ago since lover* bought me my Canon (which got stolen in April). I remember lusting over the newly released NikonD40. Now that I am planning on putting some money aside specifically for a new camera I think that I want to invest in it. I love the quality of the pictures. I could get a small digital camera for on the go stuff, but my love would be my Nikon. I cannot wait!

We were able to go to Bed Bath & Beyond and got garbage cans. They were on sale 2 of those alluminum ones for $39.99. With getting the apartment ready, you can imagine I was like a kid in Toys R Us or a candy store. I saw so many things! Paintings, lamps, curtains, carpet, sheets ahhhhh! He kept pulling me away from things. I was able to get a 9 pack of small towels for $3. I keep those in our bathroom and the kitchen.

Crap, I am a working 'house wife'.

Come into my world;

So here I am, finally making my appearance in the blogger world. I knew that the day that I made one of these, it would be private. Meaning, that I wouldn't tell anyone about it. If readers eventually bump into this, then so be it. But I won't go doing a net tour asking people to add me. There are however about three ladies who's blogs I read. And now, I am able to leave comments. Well, enough about that!

Today I was feeling like it was the world agaisnt me. But then I remembered a tweet that I read, and it said; The world doesn't give a fuck about you. You are just a spec in this shit. As harsh as it is. Sometimes we need that. It's such a humbling line. Thanks for sharing, person who's name has slipped my mind. Mattafact I don't even think that person is someone I follow, it was a re-tweet.

I had an interesting conversation with my boyfriend. He's not the type to really want to sit down and discuss the future. And I so am! That's just one of the ways in which we balance each other. Anyway, I think it is important to have these type of conversations, why? Well, who wants to wake up one day, look to their right (I sleep in the front) and realize "Damn, where is this going?" For one, I know that I want kids, not many atleast two, leaving the option later on for three. And I want to get married. Whoa? What? Ha ha. Not now. Lord knows how much anxiety flows through me when I think about that. But, he is a person that I could see myself settling down with.

The conversation didn't really go anywhere. I was left wondering the same things as when I first initiated it. And him saying things that I felt were only said because it's something that he knows I want him to say. That's where he was wrong. I wanted him to feel it..